Train up a child…

President ObamaThis morning as I got to work I was doing my daily ritual of checking out all the websites to see what new information I could learn and I came across this picture.  When I saw this picture I felt a chill run through my body. Its amazing how much one image can say to a person without speaking one word. So this little boy was invited to the White House and he was given permission to ask President Obama one question. His question was can I touch your hair to see if its like mine? I just wanted to post that because I felt that this picture right here is the picture of the hope for our children. This little boy had to verify that Obama was truly like him, I don’t know maybe I’m looking to much into the picture but it just touched me in my spirit.  Children now don’t have to feel like they can only be the stereotypical rapper or athletic player, you can achieve greatness with hard work, determination, strong family background, morals, and values.


Back to Black…

So today I got bored and started looking at old pictures of myself and decieded that I’m going back to black hair. Yay! Also I’m about to hit up Walgreens and get some of that BOGO revlon on sale. I know I’m going to buy the Revlon color stay in Mahongany. I have heard so many great things about this makeup and how it is so comparable to to Mac. I watched a lot of Youtube today looking at reviews and the MakeupGeeks review was the best imo. I will also be picking up Feria haircolor in Black Leather.


Just went to Walgreens and they overcharged me for all my stuff, but with that 5.99 over charge I got the Revlon color stay liquid eye pen in black and Riviera Blue FREE…now about to do my hair


So how about that Revlon color stay liquid is just like using a marker and it sucks


So I just saw on another blog somebody actually get that Revlon color stay liquid liner marker to work so now I it was just me being impatient lol

This is what my hair used to look like and what it will look like tonight

This is what my hair used to look like and what it will look like tonight....YES I know I am cheesing to hard it was New Years

Orange Love

This is so freakin cute check it out

Keri Hilson-Knock you Down

I love this song I’ve been up on Keri for a while now, glad to see that she is finally getting the shine that she deserves

An ode to Bestie…

I told you I was going to write a nice note…Now stop crying punk(HAHAHA)

Why are we you my friend, I would ask myself…that question isn’t that hard to answer when I really think about it. You know ever since I took your seat that day in class and you spoke to me I knew we would be friends. You know I thought that you would be just another regular friend who I see occasionally not all the time. You have grown on me so much over the last past year that it’s weird. Never in my life have I felt this sort of connection with some one that I could really call my friend. I can tell you anything (even though most of the time you get mad cause I don’t, because I usually mad at you) that I could never tell anyone else. I think back to all those days of following each other around almost 24/7 that was crazy. Every time you see one you see the other, the only time I didn’t see you was when you went to work. Especially being right across the hall with Toya and LaDawn every day that made it so much funnier to me, I remember one day talking about you to them about you during the summer and they was like yeah you live right across the hall. Those were the days right there, sitting in your room “attempting” to watch some anime whether it be Karas, Gungrave ,Hellsing, whatever we tried and watched most of them.

You know why you are such a good friend is because you read me so good (well at least most of the time, sometimes either you skip some or just don’t see something) you always like why this or that. What’s wrong Meko bear??? Yea I’m a sucker for it, but I don’t even care I like it. You always there for me even though most of the time its you I’m mad at…which is really hard to explain to you most of the time (goes back to not being able to tell you everything all the time) but some how I always seem to not stay mad at you. Even though I try to stay mad at you (that’s messed up to say that you have to try to be mad at somebody) which try as I may I can’t. I don’t know what it is about your personality that makes you so likable to everybody, maybe its your smile (which is a very nice one). You are just such an inviting person to everybody, well at least to the people that still like you on campus (hell they probably still you too they just mean mugging). When we in public I don’t understand you sometimes, its crazy. Especially when you do your crazy walks and stuff or like that time you yelling in Wal-Mart parking lot talking about “I don’t have sex anymore” and the man walking by with his wife talking about He got the same problem buddy. You really have me bugging when I’m around you. You know I do be somewhat be sad when you do have to leave cause I be wanting you to stay around me forever. I’m glad you finally figured out when I’m standing by the door when I’m about to leave staring around your room that it means I want a hug or something.

Yeah you say I’m a little crybaby blah blah whatever but I’m not I just an emotional person now a days. I know that you will always be there by my side, even when we like 80 and you rolling around in your wheel chair(all pimped out in black and gold) I know we will still be close. I know true friendship when I see it, you are just a special person to me. Even though you have been through so much pain and drama in your life you don’t let anything hold you back, you push forward with a smile on your face. You know when you smile at me it does brighten up my day, even though most of the time I’m mad at you!?!? And I sit there and try not to smile and do my side smirk. You definitely will talk the talk and walk it too, you always trying to get me to be the best at whatever I’m doing or am going to do. I know you said that you don’t need help, that you can do everything that you’re doing now without help, but everybody needs somebody they can depend on to help them. I know I’m always there for you and you can’t say I’m not(except when I’m mad and turn my phone off). Getting out my bed (well at least I tell you I wasn’t sleep, that better give me some kind of cool points) making a taco bell run because somebody is hungry, come on now.

You know I couldn’t imagine what my life would be like if you wasn’t in sometimes. You really are a brighter in my day everyday, and yes bad things do seem to be written every time you take a journey to somewhere but that is purely “coincidence”. I do be getting somewhat upset (not jealous) when you leave and it tends to get me thinking about the worst of everything possible. I mean I just be bored and don’t have anybody to talk to (most of the time every body else is busy doing something) and I just sit here and start thinking which is not a good thing for me all the time. Back to better things now, you know I’m mad you being trying to fatten somebody up you is the feedinest(yea I just made up a word) person I know, always talking about lets go to such and such and get some food. Dang you really trying to turn me into a stereotypical Zeta. And then you will want somebody to work out and work me like a slave (shucks I be tired yo). But no matter what you or I do I can never say that I don’t love you as a friend, no matter what that will always be there. I’m not even going to trip I do consider you my best friend ever (Sorors yall my best girlfriends). You know what you can always and I mean always get me smiling even though I don’t be wanting to laugh but I do because you so crazy.. And I appreciate all the things that you have ever done for me since we have known each other, whether it was small or big. And no I don’t think you use me for anything, everything that I do for you is because I care about you not because I’m trying to get something (and that’s the same way I feel when you do stuff).

P.S. I can definitely say that being around you is never a dull moment

Dreams are wild lol

So how about those Panthers lol….man I needed to get that(the last blog) off my chest. So as I slept this morning my mind drifted into a dream state. When I tell you my dreams have been beyond vivid this week. Believe me they were. So this morning as I was sleeping I dreamed about the Italian Stallion. Now see he is this man that I know. He really is the forbidden man. That to touch him would probably send my heart into cardiac arrest. When I see him I always give him this cute smile, I always make sure I look and smell nice…but yet he is unattainable. Man if I get him one day, it might mess up my fantasies but oh well lol. He is the one man that I can’t have, the one man who is barely ever around, but the times he is my mind starts racing. So here we are this morning in my dream. When I tell you I could hear his voice, and feel his body man oh man. I can’t even go into how it felt kissing him in my dream because usually kissing his type don’t work because there lips are usually so much smaller than mine. But OMG I could feel his every touch, feel his breath against my neck. BUT then I woke up…and when I did my heart was beating all super fast. I hated waking up this morning L


Women like Sex

Some people tend to fail to understand that we as women are sexual creatures. We enjoy the occasional romp in the hay, just like any man would…but why is it when we as females feel the need to express and enjoy the sexuality that is us we are looked down on. How is it that a woman can sleep with the same number of men and be seen as a slut by women and men alike???? I look at our over sexed society and its sad. When you look at fashions for little kids all of it is mad to look like mini hoochies, or mini gangstas. Why can’t people make music videos where I don’t have to look at nothing but booty and boobs? Women are seen as sexual creatures by everyone, I don’t care how many times people tell you they don’t see you in that light they do they are lying. But as much as we are looked at as sexual, there’s this hidden guilt inside of us when we want to experience our sexuality. I remember one of my friends told me that somebody thought I was crazy because my poetry back in the day had a mostly sexually context. How does that make one crazy that they are comfortable enough with themselves to explore the sexual outputs of the mind? I’m not ashamed of the person that I am, or the things that I have done. Don’t be scared to show the world that you are a woman. To many years we have been silent while men tell us how to act, how we should carry ourselves, who we can marry. We as women are liberated, enjoy the freedom that you have, that many around the world could only wish for. If you like sex, then damnit you like sex…you not weird your not a freak, you are a human being. Men are not holding back their sexuality. A man will tell you what they want, how they want it, everything. Have you ever seen a man not satisfied after they were done, no it’s usually you laying there like are you done, you sure that’s all. Yall better learn how to speak up. I refuse to be that woman.Women always act like it something bad to admit that they have ever even contemplated something sexual. You can’t pretend that you don’t some of the stuff you hear your girlfriends talking about. Let me guess you’re probably the one who is always like eww you did what. Men enjoy the stuff just like we do, hell they enjoy it more most of the time, but the thing is they want you to be Ms Sweet girl next door during the day and then when them lights turn off they want Ms Freak of the week. How many years are you going to hide behind what society expects of you. Look I’m not saying go out there screwing everybody you see because if you do that then you are dumb. You’re dumb not because you’re exploring your sexuality your dumb because you don’t know what these fools got. Start looking at things as being natural, it’s not nasty to enjoy sex, it’s not nasty to enjoy doing certain things…get to know you. While getting to know your sexuality remember to stay safe and protected get tested and know your status. Don’t let these fools fool you with all that baby I’m safe, we don’t need a condom. F that you better tell them goodnight. Not to mention the STDs out there, but you don’t want to become somebody baby mama just because you wanted to have some fun one night. So go out there enjoy life, enjoy you, and stay safe.