If I’m sick why would I be social???

That is the question that I asked myself hour after hour as I was at the probate at ECSU with Blue and White last weekend. So as I enjoyed the Sigma probate my head suddenly started hurting. I tried to stay interested but to no avail I couldn’t it was a case of the sick Turtles. Thats one thing when I get sick I’m not even going to front I am a baby when I’m sick I need attention, I need comfort, and most of all I need quiet and to be alone. So I made it to the after party, stayed in there about an hour, then I couldn’t take it anymore. So during the time that I left the party a fight broke out where frat got peppersprayed sorors got hit and much more drama. I checked to see if everyone was alright but I still felt like crap so I got back in the car. So we end up having to go to frat house and continue the party there because the cops ran us away. Let me tell you that was the worst five or six hours in my life being coped up in that house with the music on full blast, people strolling everywhere, people drinking, I mean to a sick person this is HELL, to anyone else it would just be fun. So after a constant struggle of trying to fall asleep in the chair I finally got up and went outside and sat in the cold on the porch thinking that would make my head feel better. So as you can see so far I was sick, when you are sick are you a very social person, talking to everyone, or are you a person who would rather deal with it by yourself. Anyway with all the sickness going on I still have to be to work at 2pm that day. So I feel more horrible than usual because I haven’t had any sleep and I’m sick. So around 6am frat says lets go. So we hop in the car and start driving. Now heres another question, if you were peppersprayed 6hours ago would you have been drinking at a party afterward??? Uhm No. So why would this fool yes I called him a fool. Why would this fool want me to drive him back to greenville a 1.5 hour drive from Elizabeth City when I haven’t had any sleep, when I have to drive 2.2 hours from Greenville to get back home, and then go to work on top of all that. I call shenanigans…..I mean really are you that selfish that you would make me drive back for you when you know all this. That is straight BS to me. So I drove him all but 39 miles to Greenville when I couldn’t do it anymore because I was swerving and bought sleep the entire trip. I finally make it to G-ville get in my car and drive back home. So later that night I get a FB message from him telling me how rude I am. I was like how am I rude when I was sick. Then he is telling me that I showed my true colors. I told him if my true colors mean that I’m a sick person then so be it, I told him it was funny that I didn’t change all those other trips we took together when we went to blue and white together for a week, or the trip to Jersey and New York City. Oh but let me think the only difference was that I wasn’t sick. He is officialy what I call a lame. He then is going to conclude his FB message I’m no WEAK dude….lmfao at his ending. But that shows you that all is not love in these orgs. People expect you to act like your there wife,mother, soror, etc you can’t be all these things to these people. I think more or less he was mad cause I turned him down everytime he attempted to get with me, sorry not my type. So now that I have gotten all this off my chest back to my HAPPINESS.

Remember you don’t need nobody to RIDE or DIE for you because frankly the only one that needed to RIDE or DIE for me did it 2000 yrs ago. By the way I told him that too, he didn’t like it. 😀


Life in the D9: Its Spring Time

SOS probate outfit she has a thing for Japan

SOS probate outfit she has a thing for Japan

So its spring time which means one thing when your in the Divine Nine system or D9…its PROBATE time. I always love this time of the year you get to see all the new people who realized that they want to be apart of organizations that have been built upon many great traditions. They were built out of the struggles of the 1900’s-the civil rights era. I am part of the greatest BLUest sexy felines out there, I am a Zeta. A proud member of the Pi Nu chapter of Zeta Phi Beta Sorority, INC. I’m going on three years of being a member in this great organization. I’m starting to feel like an old head lol. I have been over two and half lines, I seen my share of troubles and despair within orgs, but yet we try to work it out. Probates,neophyte presentations, coming out shows what ever you want to call them are always a great thing. Last week at my school the Rhos (or Sigmas as they like to be called) came out the reviews I heard of there show where good but I heard that they dissed the Deltas. This wasn’t normal dissing this was I hate your org with all heart, I want yall to beat our asses thats hard we going to go at you hard. Believe me the Deltas were not happy at all. This friday the Deltas will get there chance to show the yard just how much they really appreciative the Rhos lol. Normally at probates there is a D9 part where you pick on each org like you would pick on your little sister, that picking where you say something mean but you really don’t mean you just want to annoy your sister. Thats usually what D9 greetings are all about but now at most of the probates that I have been to orgs are going way to hard at certain people, and orgs. When I crossed in Fall of 2006 we went hard at the Kappas for being on academic probation and throwing all sorts of damn parties every week but that was warranted (at least to my DP it was lmao). Probates have become hate shows now to the point where schools will ban your org if you diss another. I missed the probate today at Fayetville State due to the fact I have a job and I got off at 7 and the probate would have been over by then. My line sister Triple C and my Zeta baby AZ told me it was a good showing for the Blue and White fam. There’s a Zeta probate Thursday at the home of the national champs UNC  but once again thats a two hour drive and I get off at 7 that night too. I will be in attendance at the Elizabeth City State probate though on Saturday to see my Zetas. Its officially road trip season when I actually start traveling. Next week will be another probate here at UNCW with the Precious Pi Nu girls giving them a show that they will definitely be talking about. Yes I’m biased that is my home chapter. The best part of most probates to me are the outfits, hey I like fashion don’t judge me. Some people come out looking like trollops, others like us come out looking classy, sexy and so much more. Personally I really didn’t like our show outfits they were to plain. My first lines outfits were not that great because we were working on a budget. I love seeing people go back to the days of above ground pledge attire. The crisp white shirts, the perfectly hemmed skirts, the shiny black mary janes, the perfectly creased slacks, nobody ran around looking like a vagabond with hair all over there head. I wish people would exemplify those standards again and quit making our orgs look like high paid gangs. I will continue on this another day but even with all this negativity I still love probate season.

This video has nothing to do with probates but it does feature My Big Sister Blu Enchanment from The Precious Pi Nu chapter she starts in the middle Z

I Love you Sorors


I went to Raleigh yesterday and tried to visit my sorors and none of yall fools were home, but anyway I still love you and miss you guys can’t wait to see you again soon.


Much Love,

Turtle zka Quiet Storm